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Sunday, August 15th, 2004
8:57 pm	A Song For Hearts ...And you always leave me here When it's time to go, I won't be the one you take, just the last tiny shadow choking on the setting sun Waiting forever for someone like you to call my name and take me home and take me home again- just to be what I need All broken wings and dead end streets, you fill my dreams with everything I hate But you give the sweetest kiss goodbye- I want you to know If I could turn a mile into an inch I'd turn these words into a breath and your lips would understand what I meant All broken wings and dead end streets, you fill my dreams with everything I hate A song for hearts in the gutter, holding on tight to each other's hands Breaking apart on the cold floor now Putting ourselves together for the last time This one's for you This one's for you and me... Current Mood: In love... (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 1st, 2004
2:08 pm	The Loss Of Friends You Didn't Have... Hello... how are you doing today? I'm just great! Why you ask? Because motherfucking Alexisonfire has been added to the Hot Water Music and Planes Mistaken For Stars show! That's extremely chill seeing as I missed them in March because of faggot-ass My Chemical Romance. Anyways... I've been busy. The first half of the week I just chilled and walked around like everywhere. I got a ride home from summer school tuesday or wednesday, I can't really remember but anyways... thanks D. Then thursday, I went with Christ to the Great Escape. I'm Rick James bitch! Hahaha! Rode the Comet like... countless times and waited like 2 hours to get on the raging river only to not get under the waterfall. Talk about a rip off. Then friday, I went to summer school and came home and got packed up and went camping with Christ. It was pretty chill... we talked about alot of shit and cleared some stuff up. Alrighty well I'll be going now because I hafta shower and get ready to go because I might be getting another dog tonight... word! Later kids. Current Mood: Chill (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
11:13 pm	You Know I'm Thinking Of You Yes... I'm a genius... I got a 65 on my health exam and a 80-something on my earth science exam... rock! Ahhh, new things include: I now own every ETID release(stupid but chill), been working on aouple songs I'm writing that have no rhyming which is new for me and theyre still actually coming out good, getting my new bass tomorrow night(hopefully), spoke to Kathleen again which is always great fun, going to Lake George(sp???) with Christ on thrusday and also going with him camping this weekend(chill... chill), we're going up to Canada soon again hopefully really soon 'cause i have too much of a boring lonely life and need to get away from it all and I was told I might be able to bring someone so if it can be done... it will be done. Word I'm out... by the way... for the 3 people that rely on this live journal for amusement... updates will start to come in regularly again... I promise... a little... Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Friday, July 23rd, 2004
5:44 pm	Well Shake It Shake It Shake It Baby Now... Hello... let's see... Yesterday I went to summer school and then walked home. When I got home... I took a hot shower 'cause it was just extremely fucking warm out. Then I called Christ and we decided to meet at Coconuts. I had to pick up my Dillinger Escape Plan cd so I didn't really mind the 45 minute walk. After that we walked over to Mr. Subb to see KT! and then we made our way over to Gamespot or Gamestop or whatever it is. Then we waited for KT! to get outta work and we went to the bank to cash her check. She bummed me some money... thanks KT! I also got hooked up with madd old school hockey games for SNES. Madd chill! We also listened to a funny Chinese lady on a cell phone. That's about it. Today... I think I [passed my mid-terms... yes! Thats it kids... later... Current Mood: alright (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
11:22 pm	Thank God For Insurance(All Praise The Gecko) Hello all. Hmm... interesting day... it's too long to write out. So I made a list, here goes... -woke up -showered -brushed my teeth -checked my hair -went to school -attended health -attended earth sci. -walked KT! home -walked back to school -got a ride home -got my shit ready for band practice -feel asleep waiting for christ -tried to figure out where vinny was -had my dad bring me and christ to shanes for practice... minus vinny and billy -arrived at shanes -hacked outside for awhile -went in -fucked around with guitars and basses for awhile -watched schindler's list(by the way, nazis are fucking stupid) -went online and pestered people -missed the Hope Conspiracy show(frown) -went outside again and jacked -broke a $2,000.00 rear windshield on shane's mom's camaro -felt like a complete asshole -confessed/apologized to homeslice -got off pretty easy thanks to INSURANCE! yes! and cried for the first time in my life out of pure happiness -got shit ready -left to go home -realized I forgot schindler's list while on the way home -dropped off christ -got dropped off -apologized once more to homeslice -saw something funny looking in front of my front door -now I'm online Yes... I know you're all jealous because these things didn't happene to you... peace Current Mood: thoughtful (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 18th, 2004
1:01 am	You Run Your Fucking Mouth When I'm Not Around... Hello. I can't remember when I last updated so I'll just start from friday. Friday morning, I woke up and went to summer school. During health we went to the computer lab which was pretty chill I guess. I was talking to John about some music related shit, and then we got a "music related" extra credit assignment. ...(gasp) We must be psychic! Then, after school... I walked with KT! for awhile and stopped by my aunt's work. She took one look at my hair and then led my way to her chair to cut it a bit... odd, but alright. It actually looks better and once again it's growing faster without the dead ends. Then I walked home and called Shane, like I was told to, but he didn't answer so I waited for him to call me. When he did, we decided I was sleeping over. So later I got picked up by Lurina, Alycia, Alycia's little sister, and Alycia's mom. Alycia's mom actually liked me... sweetness. Then the four of us just chilled all night. I came home relatively early today, compared to how late I usually do. Then, after that, basically nothing happened. I went to my grandparent's house to celebrate my mom's birthday... yea, yea, you didn't wish her a happy birthday! You punk ass! Shane called me and informed me the good news. August(I forgot the day)... Saratoga Winners... 7 pm... Lamb of mother-fucking god, mother-fucking Atreyu, Every Time I mothering-fucking Die, and mother-fucking Unearth... $15. Oh me, oh my! That shit should be crazy. Especially since I might not make it to Ozzfest this year(sadness). Well, I've gone on long enough about stupid pointless shit... peace... all. P.S. if you're going to Edgefest tomorrow... I despise you... Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
10:41 pm	Sorry... But I Don't Believe In Happy Endings... If this is any indication of what it’s like To fall in love with someone Then I’d prefer to fall out pretty fucking quick I never asked for any of this And all I ever really wanted was a bit of your time So if I’m guilty of anything I’m guilty of killing you a thousand times in my head And each time gets a little bit more bloody Incase you haven’t noticed There is an army outside my door And there is a noose tied near the bed I’m going to kill you one more time and then turn myself in With my hands in the air and a bomb strapped to my heart... Current Mood: apathetic (Comment on this)
3:51 pm	I Guess This Is Growing Up... Yea... I'm madd cold right now, incase you were wondering. Anyways, let's move on... Last night... me and Shane were bored so we called Eugene, but he was going to chill with some really gay kids... so we just said a big "fuck that." Then we called Megan and I was like... yea we're goin to your house. So we chilled with little Callahan and then Homeslice came and picked us up and dropped me off home. After Shane left... I watched some tv and feel asleep while listening to Emery... good stuff. This morning... I asked my mom if I could stay home 'cause I barely got any sleep. I've been thinking abnout something like... non-fucking-stop. I had to argue with her but then she let me stay home, but she made an appointment for me at 1145 so that was gay. I got some food on the way home... Now... I'm just chillin. Later... I'm just gonna chill and play some bass. To quote E.T.I.D... smile you fucks! Peace... Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Monday, July 12th, 2004
12:00 pm	Set Your Body Ablaze... Hello... Friday... slept at the Zelvian residence... watched large amounts of films... went to the barn... went to "sleep" but actually just thought about something that's been bothering me... Saturday... woke up at the Zelvian residence... called home for a ride... got picked up by my dad... took a shower... went to xgates with shane, jenn, jill, kristine, katie, molly, megan, and cailtin... chilled around shaker with kristine and katie till around 2 something... got picked up once again by my father... Sunday... woke up... got a call from Miller and Chico... chilled with MIller and Chico... went off roading... picked up Molly... chilled... got dropped off home... Shane stayed over again... This morning... woke up... argued with my mom to stay home... lost... took a shower... got dressed... brushed my teeth... left... went to health... went to earth science... walked outside with KT!... walked home while listening to the new atreyu cd... walked in my door only to see Shane asleep on my couch like a fucking rock... Now... waiting for Shane to awaken... Later... I have an appointment at 315... then might get food... then chances are Shanes leaving... sadness Good-bye... Current Mood: abandoned (Comment on this)
Friday, July 9th, 2004
2:33 pm	A Razor Wristed Kid Looking Forward To Ends... Yea... had summer school today... what else? Walked home... listened to Atreyu the whole way 'cause I'm still fucking obsessed with the new cd. Like... 20 minutes ago... Lurina randomly imed me and asked if I was ready... I didn't know what she meant but apparently I'm making a visit to the Zelvian residence tonight. Alrighty... why not? I've been writing a lot lately... yea anyone that wants to see any of it... ask me. I'll probably come back from Shane's saturday and I'll prolly be madd tired or madd bored. If I'm madd tired... I'm just gonna sleep... if I'm madd bored I'll prolly walk somewheres, if anyone wants to chill just lemme know(chances are KT!, I'm referring to you). Well... I'm leaving... Current Mood: cold (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 8th, 2004
9:01 pm	A Killer With The Perfect Weapons, Crystal Eyes And A Heart Of Coal Yea... summer school started yesterday. I have health and earth science. I know madd people in health but... 8 o'clock is way to early to be even remotely awake during the summer, so I don't talk much. I thought my teacher was a sketchball yesterday, but today she was alright I guess. There's only like 4 people, including myself, in my earth science class. KT! is in it... word. Mr. Sabine is pretty chill too. Earlier... I was a little pissed off because I thought me and Shane were gonna miss the Throwdown/Bleeding Through show. But it ended up being cancelled anyways, which isn't exactly very chill... but yes, it is, in a way 'cause I wasn't gonna be able to go. Well, I guess if I wanna see Marta anytime soon, I'll hafta go to Ozzfest next wednesday(wink wink). Tomorrow... I have summer school, again, 'til around like 1115. Then I'm gonna walk home unless anyone wants to chill. But chances are, I'm still gonna just walk home cause I was extremely tired today and I imagine I'm gonna be tomorrow. This weekend... I have no clue what I'm doing. I don't know why I'm gonna even bother saying this 'cause nobody ever does... but if anyone wants to chill... let me know. P.S. Buy both the new Unearth and Atreyu cd's... listen to them until you feel like a god... and then try to kill yourself and see how god-like you really are... Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 6th, 2004
1:07 am	Yea... for the music for my last entry... its supposed to say "Ghost Man On Third" but my entry fucked up 'cause my computer wigged out... (Comment on this)
12:13 am	Jinx Me Something Crazy Nothing good has happened recently... summer school starts wednesday... (saddness). Current Mood: It doesn't matter... (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
10:02 pm	Dressed To Kill You Look So Right... I Am Drunk With Lust Tonight... Hello. Yes... tomorrow is the 4th of July and I only have one thing to say about that... FUCK WHAT FIREWORKS STAND FOR... Anyways... today I walked to coconuts and picked up the new Alexisonfire cd which is very good, if I do say so myself. And I got one of the few copies of the error in the first pressing... so thats chill but I'll have to buy a original one after awhile so I can just put this one away for awhile. Tomorrow... let's see... I have to go to my grandparents house and celebrate a completely stupid holiday in my opinion but if anyone wants to chill... let me know. That's it... later... P.S. if you have any interest at all in hardcore/punk/emo music... i suggest you go pick up the new Alexisonfire cd... word... Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
2:01 am	I Killed Midnight I slit my throat The last time I spoke Was a "thanks for everything" Not a "hope you choke" Nights in confinement I know them well So you can tell "the gang" I'll see them in hell You think I give a fuck about your life? Take my advice and fall onto a knife... Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
12:34 am	You And I In A Little Toy Shop Hello all of you out there in the wide world of the web. Today was quite boring for me. I ended up not being able to go with Chris for the weekend. Then, I had an appointment at like... 5ish. After that I was going to go to Coconuts to get a new pair of head phones but didn't... ended up going to my grandparents for awhile. Today I found out my schedule for summer school. I have health from like 8 to 930 because I wanted to take that over the summer to get it out of the way... and then I have earth science from like 935 to like 1115 or something along those lines. I really didn't wanna go but whatever I guess. Right now I'm extremely cold and bored, if anyone wants to chill tomorrow of anything... please let me know... word... later... Current Mood: cold (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
9:16 pm	I'll Burn For You Tonight... Wow... no updates in awhile. Alright, here goes... I've been chilling with Mr. Zelvian for pretty close to 2 weeks straight. I went to his house some days, he came here some days, and everything in between. After a long stay at his house, he came here and we chilled with KT! and Genius and some other people... so many people I can't even remember them. Then he left latham yesterday I believe. Last night me and Genius went to see Spider Man 2... I meet Gooser, which was pretty chill. We were supposed to meet up with Kristine, Jenn, and Jill but that didn't work out. Overall I think that movie kicked ass... except they made it way too obvious that there's gonna be another one which kinda ruins it. Gooser ended up giving me a ride home, so nice... Today, I was feeling like complete shit all day. But it was alright cause I ended up not having to mow my grandparents lawn. I was supposed to chill with Genius but didn't. Boohoo... This weekend... I may be going camping with Chris, which should be pretty chill but my dad is being kinda gay right now and telling me he doesn't think I should because of how much I was with Shane and because of me being sick today. W/e, w/e... I do what I want... Next week... let's see... thursday night is going to be insane! Throwdown and Save Yourself at the Trinity Church. And guess who else... BLEEDING MOTHER FUCKING THROUGH! Omg... I can't wait... I'm gonna get to see Marta... who is like defily the hottest fucking chick on the planet! Fucking amazing! Word... But this is a bit too long... I'll try and update more often for the 3 people that actually read this... peace out... Current Mood: sick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 24th, 2004
8:06 pm	Friday Nite... Let's Go... Word. Yea, I'm aware of the fact that it's thursday and not friday. I was supposed to be going to see Garfield tonight with KT! but she forgot that she had court so that got ruined. She told Shane to have me call her so I did and she told me that she might be able to do something tomorrow night but she wasn't sure. But I'm extremely bored and can't not have something to do tomorrow night... so please... if you aren't doing anything... and you're reading this... CHILL WITH ME! I don't care how far away you live or what not... I'll walk anywhere! Thank you and good-bye... Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
10:29 pm	What The Fuck Have We Done... Word. I haven't updated in awhile so... here goes... the weekend was quite boring. I did, however, get to chill with my nephew. And I went and had my aunt cut off the dead ends of my hair, so it's starting to already grow faster. So... yea that's good. Monday... I was about to go to bed for the day/night at around 4, yea... my summers are boring, when Shane called. We got me to sleep over at his house. Me and him played xbox for awhile and then we all watched Ferris Bueller's Day Off and then we watched the Breakfeast Club. Great movies! I also talked to Cynthia on the phone for like, acouple hours, I think... so that was madd chill. Tuesday... we just chilled and went down to the barn! Yes! Then, I was supposed to go home tuesday night but I ended up staying there again and that was chill. We like... started watching What Women Want but then like stopped cause Lurina went to sleep and she was mainly the only one who wanted to watch it. Then me and Shane watched an ES skate video... crazy shit. We went to sleep around 430 or 5. Today, we just kinda chilled and they brought me home around 515 or something. But there was madd fucking traffic so I ended up not going to me bass lesson... so I'll have to hold off on finishing up the rest of Comatose. Well, now everyone is being extremely gay to me so... alright. Ok, I'm done... if anybody wants to chill tomorrow... lemme know 'cause I'm gonna be extremely bored. Friday I might start my new job! Woo-hoo! Money... I desperately need it! Later kids... Current Mood: Stomach hurts really bad... (Comment on this)
10:10 pm	What The Fuck Have We Done...? Word. I haven't updated in awhile so... here goes... the weekend was quite boring. I did, however, get to chill with my nephew. And I went and had my aunt cut off the dead ends of my hair, so it's starting to already grow faster. So... yea that's good. Monday... I was about to go to bed for the day/night at around 4, yea... my summers are boring, when Shane called. We got me to sleep over at his house. Me and him played xbox for awhile and then we all watched Ferris Bueller's Day Off and then we watched the Breakfeast Club. Great movies! I also talked to Cynthia on the phone for like, acouple hours, I think... so that was madd chill. Tuesday... we just chilled and went down to the barn! Yes! Then, I was supposed to go home tuesday night but I ended up staying there again and that was chill. We like... started watching What Women Want but then like stopped cause Lurina went to sleep and she was mainly the only one who wanted to watch it. Then me and Shane watched an ES skate video... crazy shit. We went to sleep around 430 or 5. Today, we just kinda chilled and they brought me home around 515 or something. But there was madd fucking traffic so I ended up not going to me bass lesson... so I'll have to hold off on finishing up the rest of Comatose. Well, now everyone is being extremely gay to me so... alright. Ok, I'm done... if anybody wants to chill tomorrow... lemme know 'cause I'm gonna be extremely bored. Friday I might start my new job! Woo-hoo! Money... I desperately need it! Later kids... Current Mood: Stomach hurts really bad... (Comment on this)